blah blah blah rant.i am seriously starting to hate my family. 

i shared this at senior bbq. i hate how my family treats kevin and kathleen like royalty and i’m like crap. just cause i’m middle child. i guess it’s some curse being middle child. for all i care. even the freedom i get is sorta limited. sometimes they care, sometimes they don’t. if i’m out with kevin, they always have to call ME asking where I AM. i’m like seriously? they have no trust. whenever i’m out with my friends alone. omfg. nonstop, calling/texting. even kevin texts me asking where the eff i am. running away from home was probably one of the greatest things that happened to me. cause i got to clear my mind and just think. all to myself. it was pretty great. i’m so tired of this house. i’m glad i got super early accepted to UH at Hilo. two years early. my house in hawaii is set. my navy is set. i’m just waiting for the time to go by. sure i’ll miss my friends here. but this family, i just need to get away from for a long time. i’m tired of getting abused, physically and mentally. 

i’m honestly done.